I wonder why all the events keep happeing on the same day??huh???tonight for example I was invited for dinner and also to meet up of with some other friends as wee!!!on sunday I am invited to a wedding, and a picnic and lunch!!!!anyways tonight is going to be great...I am so happy and excited to meet one of my pen friends..I met her last October in Vancouver and we kept in touch and now she is here in Toronto and she and her other friends in Toront and I are going for the taste of Danforth tonight:) Yummy....I am sooooo happy....and sunday...well it going to be great and wonderfull...I can't believe Paeizeh is a bride now:) I always knew I am the last one..Anahita became the first bride..and now its Paeizeh and Toktam and Torfeh....congrates to all of them on finding the right guy for themselves and I wish them the best of luck on their new lives:) I would be suprized if I get married in the next year or so...I figured out this morning that I won't be able to be happy unless I have figure out my dream job first and get comfortable with it first and get atleast 2 years of experience before I get married...because then if I need to move anywhere then I have the experience and I can find a job very fast:)see I have figured out all of it:)except the love part...anyways I don't need to think about that now because I am not in love now and not ever really and have not met a guy yet that has the potential of sharing my life with sooooo I say go with singles;)
ps:I used to be idealist but now I am extremely realist..I think its the engineering training..or may be its just part of growing up and opening your eyes to different aspects of life and people...

Apprantly that company wants a organic chemist!!anyways I am so great full for all the people who are looking after me:) David...Dr. Roy...Dr. Sain...thanks...I just hope all this work out...
Sunday went okay but I don't think that person and I are in the same wave length...this hard for me to say this but I have to confess that although I think I don't like a guy who flirts but deep inside I do like a guy who teases me in a right way...I think now I know why I can't get close to any guy...its because I am so scared of talking about real me...and getting exposed...no one on this earth knows me the way I know myself...even my closest friends don't...may be just my four child hood friends that are now so far away....and one more interesting thing...of the matters of hearts....usually the parents of the guys like me more!!!my mom thinks I am boring for the guys..but I don't know what else you are suppose to do to make boys interested in you...